Mission time! :)

Wow...it has been long time since I posted anything. It is ironic that my last post was about my daughter's cell phone because she doesn't have a cell phone anymore. It got stolen and I used it as a chance to just not get her another one. Don't get me wrong....she was really good with it but I just regretting get her one so young. I will get her one again when she is 15 or 16.

Today I went to the church to see the team to Armenia off. I really thought that I wanted to go but I thought, "No, I am not going to go to Armenia because I want to save and go to Kenya." There is of course part of me that wants to see Armenia again and maybe one day I will make it to Kenya also but God has revealed to me through it all that these trips are not for me. Sometimes we want to do something that is not God's will for us This doesn't mean that it is something bad. I mean....going to Kenya to help build pole houses is a good thing....but just not God's will for my life now.

So what is God's will in my life now? Now THAT is a loaded question! I have a lot going on right now and some of the things are things that are soooooo far our of my comfort zone it is just blowing my mind. But these are the things that God wants in my life right now. I am leading a ladies' class on Monday nights and doing the children's class on Wednesday night and these are both definitely lead by the Lord because I COULD NOT do either on my own. And of course...I am still in school and God grants me the time to get my assignments in every semester....because that also is NOT me. But I gotta tell you...the biggest thing that I have going on right now is that I am headed to Deep Impact with the youth at our church in about a month. This is what is definitely out of my comfort zone. You would think that I would be more worried to go over seas than to a simple week of missions with the youth. Well, I have realized that it is just not that 'simple'. It is a God ordained thing for my life which makes it BIG! HUGE! AWESOME and AMAZING! And I am more nervous than I was when I went to Armenia! I can't wait to see what God has planned in all of this :)

Loves to you all! ~Dawn~